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i had accidentally saw something on "plurk" just now ..
and now only i realized it ..
what should my feeling now ?
sad ? or happy ?
sad cause I'm not the person whose you like ,
happy cause i know whose the person you like ,
it's pass or it's just begin ?
but ya , i know .. that is impossible even i dint ask you the question ..
because both of us not really know each other actually ,
and sorry that i not dare to ask you , to tell you .. 
i got the feeling on you , i admit that i fall for you ..
who is that guy actually ? did i know him ? and what relationship between you and him ?
i really hope i can know it ..
if the relation is just begin , i think i will let you go ..
but is unwillingness !!
bullshit .. i think i can't fall asleep tonight ..  =(