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why is so empty ? my brain is totally empty .. i never been try like this before .. what should on my feeling now ?
i know he is good than me , i know he is more initiative than me .. i know he is everything also better than me .. but you are change too .. or i change ?why the feeling is not the same as before ..
but in fact , i never treat you good as like him .. yea i'm fucking idiot .. 
anything please tell me honestly .. dont try to lie me .. i will hate it .. i really will hate it ..


*a thousand million unwillingness to be fool ..