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Sometimes i think i am kinda barbaric. When one is in front of me, i don't appreciate. And when one gone, then i start miss it. I always think that he or she must be not good enough and they dont deserve me so it's okay for them to leave. But i never think that I myself actually the one making everyone leave. Yes i am bad because I don't appreciate people's care. I always think it's reasonable for one to treat me good. I always think i am being good to everyone thus they must being good to me as well. And i was wrong. It's right for everyone to leave. I am just too bad. I lived in my own world and i can't see the one who being good to me all the time. I deserve to be alone. I am just too bad.  =')